Weekend Full of Wonderfuls

Hi my dear friends,

First of all....I only posted twice this week. Lame. Secondly, I am not for sure if "wonderfuls" a word. If it is not, I am making it one. :) Thirdly,  You are all beautiful. I mean it. Your hearts all seem so beautiful. and if you tell yourself you aren't beautiful than you are lying to yourself.. Here is Psalm 139 rephrased.  PLEASE READ IT. PLEASE. No peer pressure though!

Psalm 139~ rephrased

I made her. She's different. shes unique. 

With love I formed her in her mothers womb. 

I fashioned her with great joy.

I remember with great pleasure the days

I created her. 

To me, shes beautiful.......I love her. 

I love to hear her laugh, and the silly things

she says and does. She is herself and no one else.....

this is how I made her.

I made her pretty but not beautiful,

because I knew her heart and knew she would be vain.

I wanted her to search out her heart and learn that

it would be me in her that would be beautiful;

and it would be me in her that would draw friends to her.

I made her in such a way that she would need me.

I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be,

only because i want her to turn to me in her loneliness.

I made her a little more dependent than she would like to be,

only because I want her to lean  and depend on me.

I know her heart. I know, if I had not made her like this

she would go her own chosen way, and forget about me.....

her creator.

I haven given her many good and happy things, because

I love her. 

I have seen her broken heart, and the tears she has

cried all alone. I have been with her and have a broken heart too.

many times, she has stumbled and fallen alone,

 only because she would not take my hand.So many lessons

she has learned the hard way, because she would not

listen to my voice. So many times I have sat back,

and sadly watched her go merry way alone, only to

watch her return to my arms, sad and broken. 

And now she is mine again. I made her, and then, 

I brought her. I paid a high price for her,

because I love her.

I have had to reshape and remold her,

to renew her to what I had planned for her to be.

It has not been easy for her...or for me.

I want her to be conformed to my image.

This high goal I have set for her, because...

I love her. 

The end. 

This is just so wonderful. I had a retreat this weekend, and I learned so much more about the love God has for us. We got into deep talks.I wish I could tell you about but.... Its hard to explain over the computer. 
It was just AHMAZING!  

This weekend just gave me hope and encouragement.That GOD CAN SAVE. And the way he saves we will never understand. We have no control over it, we just have to trust that he is powerful enough to save.
We went out and did service projects, and let me just say......Serving others and the Lord is way better than serving yourself. We went to this CLO home(which is people that live with mentally handicap people, and take care of them) and raked their leaves, cleaned their game closet, picked up their trash, and cleaned their van. Than we got to go out to the country and hangout. My friends and I went running through this really tall grass, it was quite wonderful. :)) 

I didn't have my camera ALL weekend, so once I got home I went right outside and took pictures. :))

Love,

Cindi