Dear Journal~ Day Seven{last day}

November 1st, 2011
2:49 PM
     Dear Journal,
                I am sad this is the last day. I am very tired today, partly because i am growing, partly because I was up late, and partly because yesterday was rough. I am still pretty sad today about the news I received yesterday. Recently, I learned that someone super important and close to me has walked away from the Lord. This person is one of my siblings. I am just going to say that I am going through the hardest time in my life right now. I am sad because I so deeply want her to come back to the Lord, and I am just confused what happened. I am so hurting. And then yesterdays news made my life sting even a little more. Sometimes my friends will ask me "How are you?" and I will just reply "Good!" and just put a smile on my face, when I am not doing well. I am asking you guys again if you will pray for me during this season of hurt and grief. 
 I am afraid this battle isn't going to end soon. I am keeping my hope and trust in Jesus....  




Just have to look at the bright side of life, and keep believing that God has a plan for me, and he is not going to bring trials that are going to harm me, but they are going to make me stronger. 

Last "Dear Journal"
Not the Last of hearing about my life
Last of being afraid
Not the last trial

Sincerely,
Cindi

Praise you in this storm









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6 comments:

  1. JoceeNovember 1, 2011 at 6:45 PM

    that first photo was lovely. seriously. :))
    -jocee <3

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  2. Heather (JesusChick)November 1, 2011 at 6:46 PM

    I'll be praying for you, Cindi, and for your sibling as well :)

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  3. ENovember 1, 2011 at 7:12 PM

    I'll be praying for you and your family! Love you!

    For nothing is impossible with God.
    Luke 1:37

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  4. LouNovember 1, 2011 at 8:41 PM

    Oh darling I am so sorry!! I will be praying for you and I have been. I sensed that something was wrong, but i didn't know and i was afraid to ask. You are such a strong girl and i know that you can get through this with the help of the Lord. Never be afraid to tell how you really feel. If you're not doing well when I ask you how you're doing, will you tell me the truth? Please? Because I don't need to know everything, or even anything, but at least i can know to pray for you. Much, much love and many hugs!!

    Love,
    Lindsey Lou

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  5. KimmyNovember 2, 2011 at 9:49 AM

    I hope everything turns out good for you Cindi, Will be praying for you :) xxx

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  6. Kyla MakayNovember 2, 2011 at 2:51 PM

    I love that song, "Praise you in the Storm" by Casting Crowns... you should also look up, "Desert Song" by Natalie Grant (or Hillsong United.)

    Praying.

    Check out my blogggg and folllllow :D

    xoxo, Makay
    www.thebirdssay.blogspot.com

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